December 14th, 2009
“Wish Girl”
I realize this may sound strange, but in the process of completing my first acrylic painting last week, I feel I became stronger. Like I accomplished something, if only for myself. I am not a gifted painter. I’m terrible at mixing color, and too finicky about details. But I let it all go with this painting, and just let happen what would happen. I do not do that in my everyday life. I have issues with wanting to be in control, but giving up control to others. I am happy with the result I got, and feel a tiny bit more in charge of my own life for having created it. Strange how a little self-expression can do so much for the heart and soul.
Anyway, here it is. Entitled “Wish Girl,” because I am wishing for many things right now.

